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There is nothing to link me with torturers, people who sit waiting like beetles in dark cellars.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
Truly the world should belong to singers and dancers.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
Somewhere, always, a child is being beaten.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
I search for secrets and answers, no matter how bizarre, like an old woman reading tea-leaves.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
How can I accept that disaster has overtaken my life when the world continues to move so tranquilly through its cycles?
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
Will we live to regret this blood spent so lavishly on the sand?
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
Futile bitterness, idle melancholy, empty regrets.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
I wish that these barbarians would rise up and teach us a lesson, so that we would learn to respect them.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
I find myself wondering too whether he has a private ritual of purification, carried out behind closed doors, to enable him to return and break bread with other men.”
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
Where civilization entailed the corruption of barbarian virtues and the creation of a dependent people, I was opposed to civilization...
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
How can I believe that a bed is anything but a bed, a woman’s body anything but a site of joy? I must assert my distance from Colonel Joll! I will not suffer for his crimes!
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
Truly, man was not made to live alone!
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
This is not the scene I dreamed of. Like much else nowadays I leave it feeling stupid, like a man who lost his way long ago but presses on along a road that may lead nowhere.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
It would be best if this obscure chapter in the history of the world were terminated at once, if these ugly people were obliterated from the face of the earth and we swore to make a new start, to run an empire in which there would be no more injustice, no more pain.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
But more often in the very act of caressing her I am overcome with sleep as if polelaxed, fall into oblivion sprawled upon her body, and wake an hour or two later dizzy, confused, thirsty. These dreamless spells are like death to me, or enchantment, black, outside time.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
It is the knowledge of how contingent my unease is, how dependent on a baby that wails beneath my window one day and does not wail the next, that brings the worst shame to me, the greatest indifference to annihilation.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
The new men of Empire are the ones who believe in fresh starts, new chapters, clean pages; I struggle on with the old story, hoping that before it is finished it will reveal to me why it was that I thought it worth the trouble.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
We have been here more than a hundred years, we have reclaimed land from the desert and built irrigation works and planted fields and built solid homes and put a wall around our town, but they still think of us as visitors, transients.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
It would cost little to march them out into the desert . . . to have them dig, with their last strength, a pit large enough for all of them to lie in (or even dig it for them!), and, leaving them buried there forever and forever, to come back to the walled town full of new intentions, new resolutions.”
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)
I am not unaware of what such daydreams signify, dreams of becoming an unthinking savage, of taking the cold road back to the capital, of groping my way out to the ruins in the desert, of returning to the confinement of my cell, of seeking out the barbarians and offering myself to them to use as they wish.
Waiting for the Barbarians (1980)