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Quotes from The Survivor Wants to Die at the End — Adam Silvera

born 1990 Puerto Rico

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Everyone has a dream, even those of us who've given up on them.

The Survivor Wants to Die at the End (2025)

Everyone wants something to live for, there is not a soul that does not; even those who wish to kill themselves would stay alive for the right reasons.

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For those who feel like liars when they talk about the future. Take one day at a time.

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If I'm so young, why does life feel so long?

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Death-Cast didn't call me, but if Rio doesn't stop fucking with a suicidal killer, he might find out that living pro-naturally means dying pro-naturally too.

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I refuse to let the only future Paz believes in be the one where he kills himself.

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How can you be so brilliant, Alano, and so clueless?

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I wanted harmony when bringing my worlds together, not this collision.

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The best apology isn't words. The best apology is action taken to make things right.

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Death-Cast never calls me to tell me I'm gonna die. I wish they would.

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As I learn to love myself, I can't help but freak out over if I'll fall in love with him too, and whether that will be heart-healing or heartbreaking.

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Past alarming thoughts are getting stronger and stronger, like a Death-Cast alert ringing through my head. I'm the only one who knows my full story no matter what my father believes.

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If Joaquin thought he was losing power over Alano before, he now knows he is completely powerless as Alano and Paz stare into each other's eyes like Deckers who have fallen in love on their End Day. He can only hope these boys will not be the cause of each other's deaths.

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I like how thoughtful he is. I really need someone like him in my life. And then I remember him taking off his shirt, and I think about how I really, really, really need someone like him in my life.

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I'm blinded by lights. It's not the police coming to arrest me. It's the media here to destroy me. If I'd known surviving would lead me here, I would've pulled the trigger.

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There is no telling someone that the death of a loved one isn't enough of a reason to undo the world, but my heart is breaking that Rio has fallen into these conspiracy holes. I want to reach in and pull him out. To save him.

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I'm on edge, scared of learning more, but if there's a world where I can have a future with Alano, even just as a friend, I can't be haunted by his past with Rio. And if I'm ever gonna confront this, it's now, when Alano is still in LA to ground me.

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If I'm gonna have any chance of surviving past Friday, I'll need to finally embrace all the people working to keep me alive: my mom and stepdad, who need me around to be a big brother to their baby; my therapist, who can guide me through my borderline brain; my psychiatrist, who can up meds or prescribe something better; and now the boy who has become my life coach and the shield to my sword.

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Attribution

Quotes and notes from Wikiquote: Adam Silvera (page history), available under CC BY-SA 4.0.